such a relief...

Oh my god! The doctor told me my dog is healthy but need to get some rest. When I heard the good news, my heart was flying in the sky. Before I heard the news, my feeling was deeply down and worry of my dog. I remember that day I was can't sleep at all until the next morning. Now, I felt such a relief... HURRAY!!!!!!!!

难以猜测的命运

我发觉命运真是爱开我玩笑呢。。。大概在2007年时，我失去了我大概养了3，4年的狗。。。它已经离开了我，到了一个我到不了的地方，但我依然还清晰地记得我最后一次看它出去玩的背影。。。直到现在我还在想，如果那一天我没放它出去玩，结果会不会不一样呢？


到了2008年，我遇到了一个我真心喜欢的人，也是我真心付出过的感情。那时的我还天真地以为只要真心对待对方，就会得到同样的对待。。。结果得到的却是背叛，从那一刻起我对自己没有了信心。即使现在遇到了喜欢的人，也没有勇气说出口。最扯的是我到了最近才知道我被那个人玩弄了感情，他跟我在一起时，只因为好玩，也从来都没有真心地喜欢过我。。。


到了现在，上天又想夺走我另一样珍贵的东西。。。我养了一对兄弟狗，可是最近狗弟弟出事了。。。医生说一切都要等报告出来后才知道结果，但也要做好心理准备。。。在那一刻，我什么话都不想说，只想听着音乐，静静地思考。。。


现在的我只能无奈地等待命运的安排。。。有时，我真的很想问天，到底要夺走我多少样东西，才甘愿!别给了我希望，然后一瞬间又给了我失望!我会受不了，也迟早会崩溃。。。

Hello! I created my own blog first time.

Why he always absent? I felt sad when I can't
saw him at school. Today is the last school day, I can't see him a week. Haizzzz....

I am scaring some of my classmates recently. I don't knw who is true to me, such a confuse?! We're doing wood work today, it's quite happy to me. I helped shern lynn cut off the wood, then she said me "MAN" and "STRONG" ~Does she
thinks is it suit to say a girl "MAN" and "STRONG"?!..... =="
During that period, I realized jian li and kuan yu
quite man when they were cutting the wood, by the way the period finished and they ran back to class[Didn't
help girls to clean up the bengkel]><"

Jaz cheated me, he told me that he'll come to school
today but he was absent!!?? HaiZzzz...... the cheater!!! He also owe me an album since January...=="

That's all for today... see you next time^^