School Days Of First Week

A week already past... I am quite happy this week cause I am having a party on sunday(10 of Jan) and my sis and I birthday the next day... haha~~~ I think I am going to buy her a special present seem she is my little cute sis^^ By the way, we are going to exchange present too.

HAIZzz... even though we saw each other at school, we also won't talk to each other or look at each other. Sy said we are weird when we met or near by, we won't said hello or anything. I thought he is the one who will avoid to see me, but I never thought before the person is me not him. When I saw him, I ran away and sometimes I don't even look at him when he was around me.

I don't knw why?! I prefer look at him from a far of distance, maybe I was timid at the moment... Today, lk and him are quite weird. Both of them keep looking that side that where I sat this morning, but still don't knw who are they looking?! Hope sometimes he will notice me that I always care about him...

By the way, my birthday is coming soon~~~ I wish I may get straight A in PMR and he will talk to me at school...  

玩水日

今天去嘉慧家，还蛮好玩的^^他又教我数学了，真是辛苦你了。。。lp~~~之前觉得中三的数学(第三科)难，现在都克服了。。。真的好感谢我的lp哦~~~muackz 之后我们还吃冰淇淋了。。。蛮棒的！然后我们就跳下水了，哈哈~~~因为我lp，所以认识了两位新朋友--俊杰和汉伟。。。我们玩到还蛮疯狂的。。。赫赫~~~ 又是超高兴的一天！

晚上的时候，al还来我家玩rule of rose。。。我们终于打完了！Yeahoooooooooo!!!幸好有他们两位填满了我一整天的节目，我才没那么闷呢~~~ 今天不懂吃错什么？！一直拉肚子，真惨，但也很痛啊！！！！！！！

School Days Around The Corner

Oh My GOD!!! School days coming soon and the PMR also around the corner. I must fight hard for next year cause I want to same class with my lg and lp~~~ HAIZZzzz... I feel weird recently and I don't know how to explain this kind of feeling... I hope the recess time with form4 because of him, but I feel scared to see him at school and I don't know why?!

I don't understand why he doesn't want me to know his result. I already asked him many times, but still he never reply... Just now saw the photos that he took, I realised he takes a lot of photo of one girl... I felt jealous because of that girl and I really want to ask him who is she?! But it can't and it won't possile to happen cause I am not special to him... Sometimes his words and action will make me feel jealous, but he doesn't know. Even though he knows, I think it's useless cause he surely won't change for me... 

It's been a long time that I didn't chat with lk, this is the first time. Normally he will find me or I find him, but tthis time we didn't find each other. Hope he won't feel sad because of the incident that he won't tell me so far. I really hate and scare to see a friend has a sad face or sad emotion in front of me...

云顶之旅

终于等到跟kim, kim's sis还有no.3 lp去云顶了。。。超开心的！我们聊了很多的天，但kim's sis看起来还蛮闷的。。。抱歉咯~~~可惜的是难得lp买票，但天气很不给面子，一直下雨。。。HAIZZzzz~~~ 但还好有带到lp去玩一点咯，毕竟他第一次来咧。。。我们玩到还蛮疯的，但最不爽的就是遇到一位肥佬，跟一位四眼仔(他们两个超讨人厌的)一想到，恨不得把他们折磨致死。。。赫赫

玩到累了，饿了。。。当然是去吃晚餐咯(KFC) 我和kim还蛮能吃的。。。赫赫！过后，lp说他很闷，想出去走走。。。我担心的事发生了，lp迷路了。。。我们就去找他，当然有找到啦，然后又去玩了。。。大概到了一点多，我们去starbuck买咖啡喝^^ 不久lp的爸爸打电话来，有点吓到我>< 他一开口就问我，我爸妈在哪里？！那时的我有点慌，就只好撒了一个谎。。。抱歉咯，uncle。。。那时我不明白为什么您一开口就问我这种问题，还有将夜才送lp回家，真的对不起。。。但lp真的一直跟我们在一起，别担心^^

那天的我是一直笑的，我好喜欢~~~ 自从初中一那件事以后，我就很久都没有这样的感觉了，也很久没这样一整天都是笑哈哈的。。。kim, lp很感谢你们哦~~~帮我找回了我已经失去很久的真心笑容。。。同时让我感觉到我还有朋友是可以真心信任，不会背叛我的真心朋友~~~谢谢你们！

回到家，大概已经是第二天的早上四点~~~ 但我还是很精神，冲了凉就更精神了。。。开msn时，发现他已经睡了。。。他每天都开到很夜很夜，加上他之前又发烧。。。我都好担心哦~~~但这次我感到安心了，因为他已经去找周公玩了，而且也是第二次我比他迟睡了^^

我没想过我既然会怀疑自己是否喜欢上了lk？！老实说我真的很怕会发生这样的事，毕竟lk已经有了女友。。。我好怕会伤害到人。。。我真的很想很想知道我喜欢的人到底是他还是他？！谁可以来帮帮我。。。拜托~~~

Performance Of Social Dance

Today is my first time to perform social dance and today is christmas too. I danced with partner and I will be the boy, she will be the girl as always. haha~~~ I lead my partner, of course. I think we danced quite well cause we danced with the music and danced without any mistake. I felt happy for that.

Beside that, there had a lot of performance too. It's was wonderful and we clapped with our hands loudly. The performances were going well as always and the christmas party was fun. By the way, I had a lot of fun but my parents felt bored at there. haha 

平安夜的侵袭~~~圣诞~~~

今天是一年一度的平安夜。通常一个普通人都回开开心心地庆祝圣诞，但我却。。。早上时，我还蛮开心的。我还煮了意大利面当早餐，还边吃边看戏呢。。。大概五点左右，我还去练舞了，练了两个小时左右吧。。。有点累和辛苦，但还蛮好玩的^^ 晚上时，当然是跟我父母去吃晚餐咯~~~但我还蛮惨的，吃到一半既然胃痛> < 还好没到很严重啦。。。Jingle Bell! Jingle Bell! Merry Christmas! 终于熬到十二点了，就朋友传简讯，msn到乱。。哈哈~~~

ys找我聊，聊聊下~~~又聊到了我的感情世界和sl他们。。。不知怎么搞得，我突然有点不开心>< ys既然问我关于告白的事，但我没有如实回答。。。有时我真的恨不得马上转去别的学校，但我回想一下，那我的朋友怎么办？！同时也觉得这是逃避的行为，不好也不喜欢！我不想再让佩元跟sl他们伤害我，只好撒了一个谎。。。对不起，ys

找lk聊时，觉得他有点不对劲，但也或许是我多心吧。。。lk第一次回得这么短，但我也没多问什么。。。毕竟那时候的我，也不是很开心。。。有一次我应该是太关心他了，结果被他反问为什么我会这么关心他。。。我答他，因为你是我的朋友，没为什么。。。他有一次还跟我开玩笑说：“不要跟你讲太多心事，非是我会爱上你。”我回他：“怎么可能？！你都知道我有喜欢的人了啦”有时我在想是否真的太关心lk了，但我也想关心他啊~~~ 他又不像lk会分享自己的事情，但他却不会。。。 

我msn了他4，5次。。。他始终还是没回我，但大概到了2，3点他既然跟我说了：“MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!” 但我并没有回他。。。连我自己都没想过，我会不回他~~~老实说，对于这一点连我自己都感到惊讶= =" 有一阵子他发烧了，虽然不是很高，但还是有点担心。。。幸亏过了一，两天他终于康复了^^ 他每次玩电脑到很夜很夜，只有一次是我比他更夜的，就只有那么一次了。。。不知道开学时，我要怎样面对他？！毕竟我跟他说了。。。虽然失败了，但我觉得那时候太急了。。。现在我想从朋友开始，顺其自然，但绝对不会再有第二次的告白了。。。。。。

The Longest Vacation In This Year[2009]

Since a month, I didn't come here to write my blog. When I felt sadness, I will come here to write my blog normally. I thought I not need to come here again, but still it failed...

During the holiday, I am quite happy even though sometimes it's bored, sad, excited and more. The happiest stuff is finally I told him, but rejected by him. Actually it's quite sad for that, yet at the same time I felt relief too. I realised I can talk to him easily and I am not feel nervous at all.

By the way, I always at home playing my video games, watching dvd and more. Of course. Sometimes I also went out with my friends and go to the dancing class as always. haha~~~ My parents are not taking me to anywhere during this holiday, but we ate a lot of delicious food. It's really make me want to have another try.