Sunday, September 27, 2009

Vanessa's Birthday Party

Wednesday[23/9]
That day, I bought a tiramisu cake to vanessa secretly. After I arrived Time Square, I called to dicklin and two of us thinking where should we cut the cake. Unfortunately, vanessa saw me at downstairs. Dicklin and me played "hide and seek" with vanessa. But still, she found us and she hugged me with her suprised face. By the way, dicklin and me planned this planing 2 weeks ago. When I appeared, vanessa's heart was full of touching at the moment (she almost wanted to cry XD)

By the way, kuo koon, ryan, lim and jianli at there too. So, we cut the cake at Mc.Donald but we didn't buy any drinks or food...hahaha! Actually, I am the one who really suprised jl was going to the party!_! I thought he was not going because of something?_? Then, we seperated (girls with girls, boys with boys). We went to Sungai Wang for shopping, by the way we also met weihan shopping with her friends.

When we walked back to Time Square, don't know what kind of worker ask us donate some money. One of them introduced the function to me but I hated him very much!!! When he heard vanessa and me spoke in English, he said we were so "high class"?! Why doesn't he think this is a common lauguage!? He said I was cute because of my red face, I am fine with that. Then, he's keep touching my face, closing to me. He asked me, did I have a bf? I hated those actions that he did to me and it made me felt sick, even though my ex-bf also hasn't touch my face before!!! MISTER! THIS IS NOT YOUR BUSINESS WHETHER I HAVE A BF OR NOT!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

给最在乎的人

今天ts又没来上课了,都快要pmr了,还常缺课><。。。好想问他,为什么昨天脸特别黑??!但又不敢,心情真复杂。。。看到你脸将黑,想跟你说一些东西,都没勇气了~~~好心你笑多一点啦~~~ xp

喜欢一个人,真的好辛苦哦~他可以为你带来笑容,也可以为你带来泪水。。。到现在,我还是不知道要怎样暗示他才好??!又不知道他是否也跟我有一样的想法呢?!不敢想象他知道了我的心意后,会有什么反应?!要怎样暗示他,也是一个问题了。。。如果我第一个喜欢的人是你,那该有多好?但命运偏偏要我遇上了不该遇的人,才遇到你。。。如果遇上他是一场悲剧,我宁愿永远都不要遇上他。。。Haiz~~~~~

Vanessa要搞生日party,我当然会去咯。。。但当他告诉我,jl有去时,我却犹豫了是否应该去了。。。每当我看到他,都会让我觉得以前的我真的很白痴。。。真不明白他为什么到现在都不肯跟我说话,也不说出当时分开的原因??!真的好可惜哦~失去了将的一个朋友。。。你真的要恨我直到你离开这世界为止吗?

今天先分享将多吧。。。下次再见咯~~~
注释;本人是一次写英文,一次写华语de~~~

Friday, September 4, 2009

Feeling Of School Days

The first school day I was absent because of sick, but I felt happy. The reason is I not need to see someone that I afraid. Haiz.... At the same time, I also can't see him because of absent. Vanessa told me, he was absent too on that day. The next day I came school but can't see him at school. Finally, he came school the next day. I felt happy and good mood all the day..^_^

During the recess time, I was having breakfast with my friends. I forgot what does meiling said after her words, I wanted to laugh but my mouth was full of food. If I laugh....... I can't imagine what will happen next. Therefore, I forced myself don't laugh and ask meiling stop to make me laugh. Unfortunately, TS was passing beside us. He laughed to me while he was walking. Haizzzz.... I felt happy at the moment, but timid. Today, I asked kar wei, is it the best choice that I tell him my true feeling? Kar Wei disagree because she scare that I will get hurt. Haizzz~~~~~~

Haiz... History teacher(Pn. Harlina) changed places. Of course I am one of those "lucky persons". Actually, I feel quite happy at the moment because I not need sit near by the person that I fear. Of course, some of my friends were crying and angry. Jia Wen was crying on that day because of the teacher changed her place in front of the teacher seat and all Indian and Penjabi were sit around her. These days, she was cutting her hand and crying. I felt sad to her and I can felt the deeply painful in my heart. Beside that, she was begging me with tears to help her to ask the permission to change back her original place. I saw lonely and desperation in her eyes, although she said she will cut her hand if I fail the mission. But still I was so pity of her at the moment, even though she said like that to me.I am so scare not because of her threaten, it's because of me. I really scare my mission fail. I scare that I can't help her.

Hmmm....... How should I choose? Tell him my true feeling? Keep as a secret forever or let the fate choose?>_< I hope the GOD bless me to success my promise and the FATE give me the best answer.  

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

假期的点点滴滴

假期过的还算满好玩的。。。不过想遇到的,应该遇到的朋友却没有遇到,反而超不想遇到的朋友差不多都遇到了~无奈。。。真心想当我朋友的人,就知道我说的这些人是谁啦~~~

开心的事:
8月29日,vanessa, vanessa's brother还有我一起去打篮球了(虽然本人球技很烂啦~)哈哈!!!我们打得还算满开心的...然后,vanessa找到了我超想要看到的人的照片。。。我超开心的^^
过后,我和kim还有她超可爱的妹妹还一起去唱k(简直high翻天了),而且还遇到我妹(ai leen)和嘉雯她们。。。

8月30日,我们整家人一起去云顶看烟花.那些烟花满美的,而且还放十分钟咧...哈哈^^
除此之外,我,kar wei还有她帅气的弟弟在theme park一起玩完所有刺激性的东西,例如说跳楼机。。。说到这儿,我还满佩服kar wei的。。。她第一次玩,可是她并不说很怕哦~~~佩服!佩服!佩服!

Emmm。。。伤心的事就不想多说啦,就让它陪伴时间吧。。。这次就写到这儿,下次再见。。拜拜咯~~~