An Isomnious Night

When I read an e-mail sent by clk, my tears were coming out from my eyes. I didn't have any confidence to tell him, my true feeling at the moment. I felt like I must not tell him my true feeling never and ever. When he is online, I was so happy and excited, yet I don't know what kind of topic to chat with him. When I saw him good to a girl, my heart was full of jealous. One day, I hope he knows my feeling by his own... Now, I really can't sleep... If can I want to cry now...